Regret

Sometimes I say things I regret

My mouth works faster and more furiously than an express train

I devoted myself to loving you

but with words I cut you into pieces





I am always hurting myself

love is like a double edgded sword.

but each cut is a delicious meal

I salivate over your pain

and in turn you feast on my pain





I want to make you feel safe

annoint your pain with my kisses

hold your heart in my hand

deliver myself to your wishes





I'm bad, mad but inside this obscure heart

lies love , beating for you, and I know i hurt with honesty

but know i'm not strong, i want to belong

to you, in every way, i give myself to you

so if you want me to fade, evaporate I will



and leave you in your life

to enjoy what you think is right

but you need to know

real love is not a halo

it doesn't always shine

sometimes its worn and thin



but its beautiful with in

and to hold your hand feels me with complete love

I adore your voice and your laugh

I love without regret

although it hurts me

I paint words with feelings

I love without prejudice, and hate the same way

my emotions are raw

I am lost in my sea of emptiness

waiting for you to embrace me and make me whole !!!


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