"For HIM!"

at the day in love~

i was falling,

i couldnt recognize~

that i did fall!

today i know~

his name i'm calling~

and the call was doubting~

as my heart in his hands, became a doll!



at the day in love~

i was falling,

i tried to understand~

the things i'm feeling~

deep inside!



i tried to know~

how come FOR HIM,

my heart was beating?

how come FOR HIM,

my eyes were dreaming?

how come FOR HIM,

my soul was bleeding?

how come FOR HIM,

my hands ARE writing???



if he doesnt love me,

why that love i couldnt ignore?

if he doesnt love me,

how come, i still, didnt lose hope?

if he doesnt love me,

how come i cry, everytime,

my heart just loves him,

as before?

if he doesnt love me,

how come, i still, cant just cope?

if he doesnt love me,

how come without him,

i cant go on???



though it hurts,

though i'm wounded,

the way i feel~

i'll never abhore!

as my heart breaks,

to my funeral,

i'll be guided,

then i'll live to love you,

more and more!



28-4-05

3:00 am!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

if he doesnt love me,
why that love i couldnt ignore?
if he doesnt love me,
how come, i still, didnt lose hope?
if he doesnt love me,
how come i cry, everytime,
my heart just loves him,
as before?
if he doesnt love me,
how come, i still, cant just cope?
if he doesnt love me,
how come without him,
i cant go on???
>>><<<< My main problem is that i'm still deeply in love that i cannot really forget, nor even ifnore!!!!

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