Again

  This days are like yesterday. Good and bad news on T.V.

A lot of things to laugh about. But you are not here to share that with me. Again I remember your smile, I hear your voice clear and loud.

  Again I am having headaches because I can't get sleeps at night. Having nightmares that you are leaving me. Then I wake up and it is reality. You left, but you still in my heart.    

  Again my tears start to come out.No matter what I do, not to remember the moments with you are useless cause I don't want to forget. It is part of my life. It is my entire history, but I have to get over it.

  Again you are almost the only thing in my mind. I can't get you out of my head. I remember that promise you made. The promise that says that you will always be with me. Now I get it.

  Again I see your shadow crossing the door. I know you don't want pain for me. But you want to be next to me. I just can't, you have to wait. My time is not over yet. Again I feel your touch. I am telling you to stop. This can't be real. It is my imagination. I am not crazy .

  Now I decided to go and die for you just like you did for me.I am not insane. This is love, lost your mind. And who cares. Now I am next to you, telling you over and over that I love you. You say the same to me. This is our new story.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Love after death. How sweet and cute. (Based on real stories)I mean, people who comit suicide cuz they lost loved one.

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Average Black Girl's picture

Deep! There are definitely some that can't take being left behind after the loss of a loved one. Good write.

Alexis Marshall's picture

I always knew you were a hopeless romantic, Martha. I actually liked it... despite the me not liking romance thing....

iii's picture

i ejoyed your poem very much, it is really good one.
keep on writing, so i can get more joy, hahah.
may ALLAH BLESS U
ilhomboy

Karyn Indursky's picture

This poem is so sad and that's why I like it. It's about time someone stopped trying to pretend this world is all glorious. Sure, there's a lot of good, but there's plenty of bad like death, missing people, diseases, etc. I like how you didn't dwell on only the good or only the bad, but both. It shows how complicated all of our lives really are. Great job. Keep it up.