Daddy’s Little Boy

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[2004] Family

You’re the one, who can make me cry;

There are so many others, who still try.

You make me so furious and mad;

And I can’t help, but feel sad.



All I want is to go away;

I can’t wait; I hope it’s today.

You say that you’re always be there,

But I know that you don’t care.



I won’t give in; no I won’t.

I know you don’t love me, no you don’t.

I’m not a little boy,

Who plays with his toy.



You were my hero,

But now you are zero.

To me you are dead,

And blew your last breath.



I want to reach for the knife,

And take out my own life.

You want to be cool,

But you’re nothing but a fool.



Leave me alone,

I’m not you little boy.

I HATE you and I don’t care.

So leave me alone

And stay the fuck away.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this when I was angry at my dad.
He always wants to control my life and he wants me to be perfect in everything. Only because he is a perfectionist. And I hate that!

Ps: I know that the last part doesn’t rhyme, but I was so mad that I could think straight anymore.

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*~9704 ~*'s picture

Damn..Goodshit

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Damn..Goodshit

Renee's picture

Hey I really love your writing. It's dark and depressing, and I can totally relate. I especially like this poem because (other than the fact that your a guy and I'm a chick) I can relate and know exactly how you feel. I hate my dad, too. I can't stand him! And can't wait til the day I move out. He's always trying to push me down the "right path" and interfering in my life. We fight everyday. Horribleness in a matchbox...Anyway, Great writing. Hope to see more from ya soon.

Gabby C.'s picture

Except for the boy part, I feel the same way. I kinda hate my dad because of everything he put me through hwen I was little. There was like a year where I missed him but then he stopped trying to call me or anything and I was his only daughter. It was kinda fucked up. But yea i know what your feeling

Carrie N Jon's picture

I really like this..
Its sad yet true..
~carrie~
keep writting