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These feeling surround me

They never let me be

Myself

They make me hate

Everyone else

I feel so alone 

The only company I have are my headphones

They make me forget life for a while

And in that time I actually can smile

But once it's over 

All I want is a shoulder

To cry on, at night

Because I just hate my life

I hate being picked last

I hate having so many tasks

I'm stressed and angry

So much pain

I don't think I'll ever

Feel the same

I miss how easy it was

When I didn't care what people thought

When I didn't count the calories in the food I bought

When I was happy

But that's over now

Maybe one day I'll go back

But how?