-=NeCrOmAnTiC VeRmIn=-

Spend time working things out

In my mind

Looking around for the answer’s

That I’ll never find



Spend time facing life

When All I wanna do is die

Spend Time asking myself

Why do I even try?



Spend time going to work

And always do jack Shit

Spend time doing nothing

Whats the point in it?



Nothing seems to leave me alone

No-one sees things the way I see

No-one listening to what say

Never thinking of what they say to me



I wish people would just shut up

And think about what they say

So I don’t get hurt

Every single day



I want to get better

Stop cutting my arm

No-one understands

That my way out is self-harm



There’s no-one in this life

That I really love

Sometimes I think to myself

Is there really a “below” and “above”?



For those who have taken

Time out read

What I have written

Please Heed



I am not asking for sympathy

Or requesting respect

Not that I’d get it

Thanks for reading, I’m in you’re debt

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Just how I feel, thought I'd got better, but apparently not!

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Georgina Hemstritch-Johnston's picture

I really like this one... it's quite thoughtful and deep, and it flows well... like this bit the most:

I want to get better
Stop cutting my arm
No-one understands
That my way out is self-harm

-Aeryn

Michelle H's picture

Wow...I most definitely know how you feel...that feeling of never being good enough for anyone...searching for a reason to live but only pushing yourself farther into wanting to die...cutting...I've been there...I'm still there...Great poem hun