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So i killed him what's it to you why should you feel sorry for him or cry over his death if you did not know him what's the big deal about it i mean, if you did not know him nor care about him why should this be eating you up inside.



You said you don't know of him and you could care less what happend to him but deep down inside you just trying to cover up a affair, that the two of you had going on you.



You say i'm over reacting and that no one deserve's to be killed just for moving on and finding someone new but you know something you'r wrong it's just not because he did this it's because, at the time when you and him was seeing eachother i was still with him i was about to give birth to his kid.



So again you ask me how could i have been so cold hearted to do this to him but maybe someone should ask you how can you be with an guy and not know a damn thing about him, you say you love him and he love's you well if that's true than you would have known about me and his soon to be kid on the way and you would not have let this go on.



You see i had no other choice i couldn't sit here and live in a lie and tell my self that everything's okay and i know that he love's me because if he loved me he would not have cheated on me and if you, truly knew him the way you said you do than you would have seen through all the thing's he told you like the time he told me he was at work and he was pulling an all nighter.



I knew that he was out seeing you i just could never bring myselve to ask him the thing's i needed to know because deep down inside i knew him better than he thought i did he said he loves me and that, he will never cheat on me well he did and now it's time for him to suffer and for him to feel the way i did so say goodbye to you'r lover for he will no longer be a part of you'r life or mine's because little do you know you'r not to far from being with him.



You sit there and you act as if you really loved him and you really cared but you know something if you did love him you would have found an way of finding out about me and you would have came to me and let me know, what was going on but you didn't so i can't see how you can sit there and say you loved him when you bearly knew anything about him.



Today is the day of his funneral and i know one thing i have no bad feeling's of what i have done yes i love him and i'll miss him and i know today will be the hardest day of my life but i also know that what he did was wrong and he couldn't expect to just walk away and get away with, all that he has done to me so when you cry today just think it could be worse it could still be going on right at this moment and it could have been you that got fucked over instead of me i just wonder how can you sleep at night knowing that you and i was inlove with two differnt people.



By:Heather Rae Feazel!

8-14-04

4:09pm

It's Over