Cutting

Cutting doesn't make the hurt go away

I lied to myself everyday

Now I've only got scars and stories to tell

About my life and my personal hell

I wipe up the blood and clean out the cut

It became routine and normal but

It didn't satisfy my cravings or the need

To get away, and just for a moment feel free

My arms are red and my eyes full of tears

Mascara bleeds but doesn't hide my fears

Now I feel so empty and out of place

Something that no one can satiate

I used to cut to get away

Too much cutting didn't hide the pain

I'm going to have to start over, do something new

But I don't know how or what to do.

Help me?

Help me know what I want to know..

Help me realize..I'm not dead yet

I need to live

Watch me live

Help me

You know what to do..

Share in this glory..

Tell me a story..

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