A deep thought

Stomach born fortutiously

Does anybody want me now?

Who cares?

I wait for no one behind this invisible line of feministity and level headed females...

Either your on my level or not

Is it a crime that the only solace i have for myself ,is in myself, when im loving myself

Call me egocentric if you want, but what does that make you?

...and why do you care?

That just means , its your turn, to turn your head and look else where..

That just means, its time to bolster your mind setting threw your mistakes and stop worrying about how i bolster mine!

Turn around!.. instead of making up nebulous reasons to call me shallow...

Stop, look and listen

Fuck!

I try to make these issues as terse to me as i possibly can, but i seem to not stop until i have repleted your thoughts with possibilities....

Possibilites you have never thought of, and too stuck to speak on...

Well since the ones closest to me have no idea how narrow minded my brain can get

I tend to not care...

Or maybe i do...

As a "wana be leader, a speaker, a mind trend" my biggest problem is that no one wants to sit and listen....

And threw mind attrition i will knock down any immigrant that stands in my way...

Cant be inundated with weak mind settings when mine seem to stand so strong..

Cant believe what i cant see, and thats with every shape, spirit or attitude or thousands of pages in a man made book

No longer will i be reticent to any feelings i use to hide

No longer will i cry vociferouly when no one seems to care

No longer...

I give up on compromise...but then i dont...

No longer will i use others as a liaison to be like me

I have the propensity to failer and others letting me down

I will live, even when you feel like im worthless and dont want me here any longer

I will stand up and spit in your face...

I will be here...

I will make everyone see that "people like me" make the world go round, and shapes governments...

Bring Justice and Peace...

You'll see , you'll all see...

I may come off like a grievous person, so be it but i love, trust, and fuck with few....might give out keys on a daily but theres no key to that door..

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Antonette Gabriel's picture

I really like this one. It screams "MY NAME IS ALICIA...BITCH!" ha this is some hard material to comprehend at first, but I get you