Painful Past

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dark thoughts, dim nights

with only you on my mind

how to unhold what's caught

been here for some time



i can't lose it

i can't forget

all of that pain

as the clouds drain



covering cloak, starless night

these are all taken from me

i lose all i've treasured in sight

all for a thoughtless deed



well i can't forget

and i can't fix it

someone cure me

of this disease

called love



won't let go of memories

how to relieve this internal ache

as i ask the Pleiades

i tell them what's at stake



i took not gave

the one's heart

i forsake to the grave

tore it apart



i abused the trust

of this heart i shared

then left her for rust

and that dream of a pair



well how can i move on

from all this i've done

i've hurt so many it's true

but i can't forget about you



you're the one who took my heart

taught me the lessons in part

as you took that thing i hid

and dipped it slowly in acid



it burned it burns

it's your turn

to do the harm

i did with my charm

it's not over even now

i burn in my heart somehow

i feel the linger of your pain

yet you're gone you still remain...



the girl i pained.

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