My Own Diss

i did not foresee consequence

i only knew the sequence

for which i wanted life to go

i was young, i did not know

that these could harm, my decisions

so deeply they've dug, the divisions

now i'm so far from what's wanted

now i'm teased and left to be haunted

by the regret of the results

knowing deep down that it's my fault

how can i correct all this pain

how can i refill from this drain

a life of debt, support and bending

over backwards is what i'm sending

i feel as if i won't live this down

i guess i'm doomed to be lost and drown

but i hope to die with some ease

to know somehow that i did please

all those i pained, the ones who suffered

the ones i stepped on, the ones i smothered

but as they did, my ember'll dwindle

but i won't be there to rekindle

the flame of this life, the light of hope

has been doused so forget this dope....

Author's Notes/Comments: 

regret is a bitch

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