The Hold That Held Me

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Love/Obsession

"The Hold That Held Me"   7 - 20 - 03



hazy and dim is the view

that i have, this image of you

why do you linger in my mind

have you not have enough time



you have pained me, your sting lingers

why won't you leave, my pain bringer

is it because you're still wanting

the part of me that you are haunting



it has been so many moons

since we departed our fortunes

yet you still have hold of me

why won't you die and leave me be

i have tried so very hard

to ignore and disregard

all of the pain you've sent me

but this harm is undoing me



leave me now, leave me be

your haunting visage i don't need

undo this harm, let me go

i am exhausting from this show

it has drained me, the repetition

it has worn all recognition

no happy times consume my thoughts

i feel as if i am forever caught



release me, release me

why won't you release me



my mind has seen so many times

all the moments that we did find

it is soaking in this regret

i am lost and drowning in fret

i no longer want this ghostly visage

so i send out this final message



release me, release me

i am dying, falling down

why won't you release me



release me, release me

i am crying, head on the ground

why won't you release me....

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past feelings

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