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I can not see the outside anymore

I feel like the outside is no longer an option

I feel like I will be inside this wall for all of my life



I look up and see a mountiian but can't see the top

I feel as if I am climbing an ever losing battle

and I will never get to the top

I feel like I am at the bottom but the bottom is the top

or the top is the bottom and I will never move again

I feel like the heat of the day can no longer warm me

It feels so firgid in here.

I can feel death a knocking, but can find a door to let him in

I can not even find a window to let in some sunshine..

I know it is shining, but I can not feel its warmth

nor do I feel your strong arms around me anymore



I feel so alone in a crowed room

Lots of people around but I can not hear them, nor can I sense they are here with me

I know this sounds absurd but what Can I do..



I have tried to explain I feel dead on the insdie.

I feel nothing but empty space

I see you standing at the crossroads, but I can not hear you call out my name

I can see you holding your arms out, but I can not move towrads you..



Some wall is there and I can not get the strength up to knock it down.

I want to.. Oh how badly I want to knock it down.

I want to feel your arms around me

but I am scared of letting anyone behind my wall again

I am scared of letting you get trapped in here again

You love me. this I know, but how can i love myself

If I can not find me???