Four Years For You

Four years ago I met someone truly special

Someone who opened me up to a lot of experiences

Who showed me not everyone was out to get me

And this is how it all happened.



The short, quiet girl from Texas

The one who no one would approach

The one who I felt something special in

I thought right….



You were afraid to trust

Fearful to let anyone in

Your defenses held high

I was determined to break them

To get to know the beautiful girl inside.



Trust me, I won’t let you down

I’ll never bring you pain

A true friend who will be there

Right till the very end!



You let me in, and soon I discovered so much

How a single person can be so troubled

Yet so very beautiful on the inside.

Its amazing what god can do

By just creating someone as special to me as you



I remember all the great times that were shared

Halloween, your first Floridian Birthday

Going to your Winter Extravaganza

Staying late after school, and who could forget

The car rides home with my mom?



Then along came a monster.

Who slowly took you away

Seemingly severing the relationship we once had

Making you someone you really weren’t

Life was really never the same.



Every so often we’d share a quick chat

Eventually that ended too

You were completely under his control

And were gone from my life.



The years thereafter were ones of pure hell

I lost a true friend

My mother was stolen from me

I had not a soul to talk to

To hear my pains, and agonies

So inward I did turn.



Then one day I was checking my mail

And there it was a message from you

An apology that came from the heart

One that tore me apart



Soon we became close yet again

Kept the monster behind us

But you felt the urge to play with fire

I warned that you’d get burned

But away you did turn



Again you got hurt, and so did I

But I held out my arms

Waiting to catch you, and

To set you back on your feet



This Poem is in dedication to you Ashley

It explains my feelings towards someone as special to me as you

You’re a strong young woman; I just wanted you to know

I’m still here for you

As I promised the short girl from Texas over four years ago.

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