There’s so much that this life can bring. We endure hurt, joy, endless pain, and all kinds of things. We try so hard to be strong and survive. We keep those hard times in our memories and locked away inside. But what happens when we’re hit with a blow to the heart. Feeling a pain that tears us apart. It takes our breath away and it doesn’t seem real. At that moment no one in the world knows how you feel. You think you know, but you don’t have a clue. You don’t know what I’ve been through. The one thing that I want isn’t money or fame. My only wish is that someone could take away the pain. Take away this hole that’s just been burned inside of me.  These holes in my lungs that’s making it hard for me to breathe. Take way my delusional mind and fill my empty soul. Someone please help me try to get under control. It’s so hard to except this reality and what’s happened in the past couple of years. You don’t know how hard it is for me to show my tears. And although I may appear to be put together how a female is suppose to be. Inside I’m still waiting for someone to take this pain away from me. This pain that feels like it’s been forever. Loosing the ones I loved. The ones that made my life better. Take away this pain. Keep me from going insane. Just hold my hands and tell me everything will be all right. Tell me something that will comfort me at night. Theoretically therapist will tell me things that are all the same. I don’t need someone to look at me weirdly. Just someone to take away the pain.

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