Cant Give up, Not Yet

Maybe I should end it all

All I do is cause pain for others

Or more pain to myself

I am nothign to all these lovers

Im kicked and spit at by those diffrent from me

Only because they believe I cannot see

But I see the truth

Ive seen it for far too long

So I began to write this song

To forget it all and live life

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Because I cant give up, not yet

I wont give up just yet

Its not over til its all black

Give me my love and my life back

=+=

People look at me like im a joke

They think im inferior to their trend and styles

But really its nothing more but shit piles

Its not enough you take my happiness away

But now you want to make my life all gray?

What is the point of it all?

The day is grayer than ever

I still stand here without a lover

Maybe I should slit my wrist to see some color

=+=

But I cant give up, not yet

I wont give up just yet

Its not over til its all black

Give me my love and my life back

=+=

I wear black and blue jeans

But my pain is what you have not seen

I feel ive been sleeping for years

Im falling through time forever

Never to return to the light from where I was born

Being taken by darkness

Torn and drenched in the sorrow of the storm

Feeling love and hope slip through my fingers

Demons with their master stalk me

and the pain of rejection lingers

Im constantly looking over my shoulder

I dont want to die, but I dont want to suffer

I look around and im constantly surrounded by lovers

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But I cant give up, not yet

I wont give up just yet

Its not over til its all black

Give me my love and my life back

You had your chance to live

Let me live mine

Its not over for me

I know this because I can see

What lies beyond the black breeze

A bright light of hope shining in my heart

But then I remember

It was there from the start

After all the pain, cuts, and shoves

Life is just like it always was...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Did some changed, hope u like it, thx Dustin!

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You soooooooooooo..... rock my face off! Id stalk you and your poem/song any day! Its better than anything i could ever do! but then again everything you write is GREAT! keeps it up! xoxoxoxo loves you lots!! licks n kisses! ps i wouldnt change anything not a word!

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This is a sweet song Tyler, and I'm glad I read it. Looking forward to seeing the final version of it. This is among or is your best. Keep it up Tyler. Just don't let the heart of a poet do to you what it has done to me. Don't let te feelings consume you as they have me. It is a fire that burns brilliantly in your heart...Don't let it consume your soul.