PostPoems Be Artistic. Be Creative. Be Inspired!

finding myself... my desires... my goals...

is what i plan to do

conservative at times, wait i might change my mind

umm i need a sign

getting it all together just to let it all go

seems like i have done this too many times

i pick up my life and put it in a satchel and carry it around

to one day dump it all out and look at it as it sits on the ground

listening to the ever ponding in my head as it sings its own melody

i want to be free...

there is an anchor in my heart holding me down

keeping me close to the ground

family values is their label

i let them go once

man i stooped so low

said i was letting myself go

blinding myself with a false happiness

money, drugs, and a man who said he love me (which i know he did

but as a man the activities that he let me participate in for his own selfish reason..maybe

but thats another story)

no reason to feel sorry you see my face and you read my words but you dont truely know my story

for hindsight is 20/20 life is kind of funny

having knowledge but not knowing 

being happy but not having happiness

like life has a mask and every once in a while he reveals himself

a free mind a grounded heart running together yet standing still

so truely what is having it, whatever it is that makes u all put together, 

or falling apart

what is true happiness everlasting happiness to the root an the core to the depths of ones soul

how is one to know if they never have had it

they say you cant miss what you never had

yet ones heart still yearns

with all the twist an truns whos right and whos wrong

perception is in the eye of the beholder

.......

so is there something wrong with my eyes

(lol not funny but damn getting your life together truly together is so hard and confusing to do end note working progress)