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You were my wall
A home built from stone
You held me up
You kept me safe and warm
You held my heart
It was in your hands
You were my everything
I his behind you
Made myself invisible
Wound my life around you
Only to come unraveled again
I trusted you
I needed you
I adored my future with you
Now all I see is darkness
All I feel is pain
I reach out for you
Only to find empty air
A cold shrug of indecision
No matter how I try
We had family
Now just and empty home
I will wait forever
Or waist away with time
The only thing I want
What I live for
Is to call you mine
You stayed through disasters
through struggles
through the pain
Only to let go now
When I need you most
Because it was to much
the pressure to great
I just can't understand
I would have done it all
Given everything for you
And I still would
How is that too much
I can't just let go
I have put in to much
to much love
to many tears
to many nights
I can't let go now
Not after six years
Tell me how to fix this
How can I make it right
I want this to be better
I don't want to fight
Please someone, anyone
Where else do I go from here
I have secluded myself so much
You were the only one i turned to
and now
Now I just don't know
I have no clue
Which way to go

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