big mistake i made.

It feels so empty, the extra space on my bed.

But i can still feel you trying to mess with my head.

Leaving me thoughts of suffering and pain

Not wanting it to replay again and again.

I cried, and cried but no one was there.

You once again, like always never do care.

I loved the way you held me.

but at the same time i just wanted to be free.

Away from your grip around my neck

I've been so close to horrid death.

Never again will i trust you.

I felt so helpless. i felt so used...

Pulling away from something that hurt me so.

At times i wish i never let go..

I hate you i loved you but were done and over.

Your no longer my lucky clover...

When you saw my brown eyes cry did it matter at all?

Would you've caught me if i where to fall?

Why arent things like it used to be?

why? how could you do this to me?

Drips of black roll down my cheek as i wave

No longer caring for the mistakes you once made.

Your apoligize are nothing but words.

Only if you took back all those hating things i once heard.

Leave me alone, and let my heart fade.

I regret this big mistake i made.....

I regret this big mistake i made...


Author's Notes/Comments: 

I write what comes to my mind. Today i'm sad.
Love is pain. Pain is normale. Normal is sane...

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Afzal Shauq's picture

intersting... really your poetry shows me that you are a good and realistic and logic based poet... and the ideas and subjects are enough new and the way you do it is fantastic... yeah I mean it and love this piece of poem very much..and hope my poetry will also touch your heart if go through seriously..and let me know if its ok to your taste of soul...goooooood mistake... hmm like your poetry