broken

i'm trying to be.
what you are dying to see.
how do i please you?
what the fuck do i have to do?
to make you fall in love with me.
can't you see? can't you see?!
this world is getting colder.
and the girl i love i'm the only one that holds her.
i'm someone who's willin' to die as you're cryin for help.
don't get me wrong "i don't wanna die".
but i will die for you without even asking why!
i won't watch my baby cry so i keep on just going.
and going and going and i won't stop i only will keep going.
"you need to stop"that is what they say.
and i can go against God's will so you better pray!
cause i'm an angel a demon yeah i'm hell and i'm heaven.
i'm everything you couldn't be, now you believe in the devil?
i got to fight one last time and got to bury him deep.
and when the dirt hits my coffin just go to sleep.
it's not alright can you hear me as i cry?
i couldn't stay alive 'cause you did want me to die!
but i don't wanna die so please let me live.
all my love is what i'll give!
and if it aint enough just kill me right away.
without you i don't have a reason to stay!
i wish there was another way out for you!
but make a choice is all you have to do!
can you kill the person who would die for you!
or can you handle the pain a crush give's you?
you can be happy but as it goes as it goes now?
you won't be happy with my blood on your hands, can you make the choice now?!
can you kill an angel? can you kill me? can you kill true love?NO !
you can't so why do you try, why would you let me go?
but i give up on you!
so i also give up on myself,there is only one thing you can do.
and that is scream it back"I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!"
and that is something you will not do.
so is this the end?
is this how it was ment?
you and me isn't going to happen?
the death of me already started to happen.
so look at me one more time and don't feel sad.
because to the good only happen's the bad.
my time is done.
don't even think at me when i'm gone.
out of my ashes won't rise anything cause i didn't get a chance.
i wish it could change.
i'll give you this letter and a last kiss then i say goodbye.
so that i can die.
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that was awesome

that was awesome