Goodbye is the Creepiest Word

Your face is imprisoned on my mind.

Your name’s the character which my pen strokes.

You’re the outcome of my poems.

The prime suspect who killed my thoughts.

You’re a thief who stole my heart.



I wish all would go back,

‘coz you just made a painful mark.

I gave you all what I could give.

Even the whole me that you don’t even need.



Maybe I’m blinded in our hallow conversation.

‘coz there would not be any promised destination.

Of our daydreams, those child plays.

Just forget about anything

and all those days.



Why do you give doubts to your feelings?

Or you just don’t know how to feel it?

Yeah, you just don’t know anything.

Like your never-ending ‘I dunno’ dialogue.



All of what you said weren't true.

All of the words I’ve read were lies.

All of the things you thought were fake.

Even the day I met you is a mistake.

But I thank you for creating an invisible world.

Though you locked my heart inside

of that gigantic empty place.

You left me alone without giving the key.



Try to open it,

if you will ever find me again.

As the summer ends, our friendship fades.

Together with the beats of love I felt.

It is finally over,

it is all gone.

It is torn into pieces,

it is goodbye.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

one of the saddest poem i've written. all of the hard emotions i felt were on this poem.

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