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My message's intent is meant to be very direct 

I can only hope you understand the reason

I'm turning my back

I'm taking my son we're leavin' 

Ask anyone whose gone through divorce

You couldn't see but I was bleedin'

I couldn't close my eyes without vividly seein'

the past two years, nightly everything replayed, 

it was all in my face again, 

this was a weight I was carryin'

It was and still is obvious 

I was truly alone, alone I was truly relivin'

My every insecurity, my every imperfection

My insecurity about does he see me as his daddy 

because of the internet I knew 

the level of intense brainwashing

The reprogramming he was going through

What I thought was an unbreakable friendship has been revealed 

I'm only worthy and needed 

as long as a woman is wounded struggling

is when they act temporarily loving

Friendship? Relationship? Listen to me 

I've been treated like I'm nothing 

but a business relationship

This has been my reoccurring experience

Love, loyalty from friends thought turned into family 

or worse from my own blood

Only lasts as long as they think he is useful to me

My message's intent is meant to be very direct 

I can only hope you understand the reason

I'm turning my back

I'm taking my son we're leavin'