For Me...

Bleed for me, I am down again



Kill for me, I will be your friend



Love for me, my heart can't mend



Live for me, this life seems pretend



When everything is lost

Nothing ever feels the same

I hate my beating heart

I hate to feel this pain

It dwells deep inside me

And it kills my soul

How can I live my life

When all I'm doing is losing control?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I just feel like giving up sometimes...I wish I knew the point of all of this...I hate my fake smiles and my bullshit lines, I hate this life

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Val Briffa's picture

I love this poem. We've all felt this way. We've all plastered smiles on our faces at some point, just to make other people happy, even though its breaking you down inside. Well written poem, its awsome :)

Danielle Wagner's picture

JOEL!! I'm really scared now!! I think you're awesome...and don't ever believe differently...no one should want to die...believe me...been there done that!
Danielle