This is my "What Do I Do?"

Feelings they fade

Along with the day

Until I get to see you

Until I get to kiss your lips

I will always miss you

In a way that you do not know

I will forever love you

And this love will forever grow

I will be there the best I can be

I will do all I can to make you happy

I'll be a friend for you

A man for you

Someone for you to tell your plans to

I will see you agian

It won't be like before

Tonight I am thinking about walking out that door

If I leave all that I once thought

Can we ever go back again?

I guess I might have to learn how to be content with

Simply being just your friend

Please tell me how you are feeling

I would like to know

Would you like for me to stay and fight

Or would you like some extra silence tonight?

I will always be here

In a way only God will see

I'll pray for you over and over agian

And hope your days go smoothely

I still would like to know

That those gifts and that kiss were real

That for a moment in this busy lifetime

We felt eachother all the same

Please tell me what you want

For I never really know

I don't know whether to stay and fight another night

This feeling of wanting to let go

This one is up to you

Decision relies on what you do

I am ok with it either way

Just make the decision that is right for you and true

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I have been thinking the last few days about how you feel and what you have been thinking.  I get the feeling that I am no longer in your thoughts.  Once I leave those, there is no reason for me to keep you in mine so constantly.  I jsut want to know that your love for me is real and that this is worth holding on to. I want to know that those kisses meant so much to you, I want to no longer be confused.

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Very well thought out!!!