I feel...

I feel sad

I feel angry

I feel hurt, I feel wrong, I feel bad



I feel strange

I feel confused

I feel used, I feel abused, I feel dirranged



Is it possible that I can feel all that?

When I am lying here, crying here

Wanting what we had?



I feel as if we are still together

Like nothing changed

I feel like everything is completely the same



I feel happy

I feel content

I feel tired, I feel wired, I feel spent



I feel lost

I feel free

I feel you, I feel love, I feel me



Please tell me why do I feel this way?

Even with all that has happened,

Why do I continue to love you more and more each day?



I feel taken

I feel mistaken

I feel loved, I feel cherished, I feel peace



Most of all I still feel you

I feel each and every thing

The same you do



Maybe I am stronger

I want us to last longer

Nothing can rip this heart out of me

Even if you're gone, I feel strong

I feel each and every single thing you do



And most of all, I still feel that I love you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

For Christine...I can't help what I feel, and I can't hold back from you anymore.  

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Christine Smith's picture

Thank you for always coming back. even before you told me you always would...you did. thank you for always feeling. even when i wouldnt allow it. thank you so much for doing what was right when i wished you wrong. you are so much stronger...but i am stronger with you now.