With or Without You

its noticeable over time

that my tears are on unstoppable

the break of this heart of mine

is definitely more probable

and there in the hand

of the one i desire

lies the one thing that

my happiness will require

the caress of that hand

or a feel of his kiss

something sincere

just.. feeling better than this

and the times i remember

how it felt to be held

the warmth of your skin

talk of when our bodies would meld

a kiss on the cheek

a peck on the head

its killing me

these words kept unsaid

these tears i force out

because they're soo deep inside

i told you i was okay

but you knew that i lied

now sit here inside myself

lying without a clue

i must have done horrible things to you

to deserve all this loneliness

to deserve all this pain

and the way you ignore it

is driving me insane

you see how i sit there

you see how i cry

but never existing

a time where you

could actually try

but always it is

that I'm the one who's wrong

but you never take notice

how i feel i don't belong

I'll sit on the sidelines

while you go play your games

attention to these other people

bodies with no names

everyone knows

i don't deserve half the things you do

but either way I'll be crying

with or without you

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