Past

its hard to accept there was a time

that i didn't exist

jealousy cant help but form

i hope you forgive me for this

life existed before me

you lived a day without

just irks me to hear those stories told

none of which i know about

its hard to accept the memories

that you hold in your heart

of happiness, laughter, or even love

or times you were torn apart

its hard to accept the good times

that were once better than these

for in my times of weakness

i think while on my knees

its hard to think of you happy

when with someone else you belong

maybe i fear these lost times

just in case its her that you long

its hard to think of the changes

that you possibly have undergone

characteristics that could have been right at once

for me they only are wrong

its hard to think of the old days

of the person you used to be

i just get scared of who you are

or if you've changed for me

its hard to accept your past life

its hard to accept its true

its hard to forget the things you say

but i remember that i had one too

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