Untitled -- 6.13.2004

I don't want to hurt, and I don't want to feel...

I want to be numb, numb to Love, and numb to Pain.



Touch me gently, as I dont feel a thing,

Love me dearly, as I don't love you back.



Twist in your mind what is wrong with this picture...



Nothing...



Nothing is wrong, for I am of stone.

Manic depressant, paranoid skizophrinea..Fuck all of you...

The answer is near.



Come closer, ...Nearer...



Touch me gently as you did before, and watch me feel Nothing, as empty as before.

Buy me roses, and sing to me music of Love,

Love so strong to bring me to my knees with passion,

I do not notice, I do not recipricate, I do not Love.



Love is an illussion to bring happiness here...

Nothing as strong as a word full of bullshit;

Love is a word, to give us meaning in life, hopes and dreams...

The ever so greatful meaningless word.



Oh touch me there, no touch me there;

Make me feel..

Feel what...Love?

Ha!



Love , I laugh at this word, and its meaning full of power...

Look at us today, falling in love, and staying in Love,

and Dealing with Love, and Working through Love....

Everything is based on this four letter word full of garbage...



Speaking of...It's THursday, It's time to take it out...



YOu fools who Love and get Loved back..

YOu are struck by dillusion of what proceeds as crap...

The most unhappy people, speak of being in love...

What's that all about, I'm quite uncertain





ALl I know, and ALl I feel is hate...

I breathe it , I swim in it, I drown in it...

Break down and cry, these meaningless tears,

break down and share your meaningless thoughts...



Ignorance is blissful, for fools who fall in love...

Intelligence rules this world, not love,

Dont love, dont study, don't be hurtful, or even wrong..

Just sit still, as I hide there and watch...








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well jen i guess you said everything that needed to be said in that one. i must admit you when deep with this one as you did with the others but for some reason which you know this one grabbed me in an entirly different way. things that were said im now unsure things that were felt now make no cure what do i do with what i have read i really dont know becuase now my heart as well has bled hit me up sweetie

te amo