GoodBye Without Tears

Okay...*deep breath*, Here it is, the moment of truth...





YOu came into my life;

I let down my gaurd.

It seems like just yesterday

was the best day of my life.



As close as we were,

I never even dreamt this could happen...

Dreading the future,

not knowing, or even understanding it anymore...



It no longer makes sense to me.



Did I think this was possible,

Once friends so close...

Now drifted so far apart.



The devestation I'm feeling...



It just breaks my heart,

One tear, I shed, One tear.

For many of tears in the past have since been abused...



I took a step, and went too far,

I pushed you away;

It's completley my fault that I'm feeling this way.

Don't blame yourself, Not saying you have.



I have broken my own heart...



My heart has been broken

in thousands of pieces;

I can hear your voice all throughout my head,

telling me no kind of lies, just one...A lie could be nice...

At least then I could blame you.



I can't get this feeling to dissapear,

this feeling of emptiness, pain, and fear...

If I could have stopped all of this pain,

I would have been happiest yesterday.



I've realized if I was to die,

My pain would not ease...

There is no kind of death strong enough,

to ease my shattered heart.



I have to move on,

to forget about you...

If at all possible,

I have to say Bye.



As hard as it is

As Strong as I am

As much as you mean to me,

The time has come to end all this torment.



To know how I feel,

and see how things are...

I just have to express;

YOu have been the best; byfar...



The most amazing thing...

As much as I see the end of this tunnel,

As much as I know this could never be...



It never hurts to dream the impossible, and hope for the best...

It never shames me that I feel like I do..

Vision Blurred, and Knees gone...



The one thing I miss, and can never get back,

Our friendship, the friendship we had.

YOu're amazing smile, and the brightest eyes-

Even at the dullest hour.



I Am moving on, and it hurts so much;

To know I'll never see you again.



To end this the right way, I'll say my GoodByes.

TO you; I hope that your heart leads you the right way.





With No Tears in my eyes;

And all the pain gone inside...

I Love you, I care for you,

And That is The Best that I can DO...



We move forward,

it's the only way...

Time heals all pain.



I Hope this is true, only because;

A Lifetime of pain, and suffering, we can agree is no Lifetime at all...



GoodBye.

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smooth's picture

love

 i often feel like this even though i have had many loves inthepast awesome poetry use of verbs your friend victor

Laura T's picture

sounds like you went threw a rough break up...just remember life keeps going and no matter what you think there is a Mr. Right out there for you somewhere you just have to look to find him :) keep up the writing i ilke what i see :)
-LauraT

timmothy's picture

sweetie youve done it again and without a doubt i agree a lifestyle no matter what it has to offer if it doesnt offer complete happiness then it is no lifestyle at all but a bottomless pit of misery love always and forever more timmothy

Kenny Willingham's picture

Love ya babe!