The hurt
The pain
The ignorance that is plane
To see the fear that shimmers in my eyes
Glimmering brighter than I want you to see
Vulnerable and open
Fearing so much
Unknowing whats going to happen
The tears wont run down my cheeks anymore
I have no more left to cry
The pain is there
As the happy people walk by
Holding hands side by side
I fear what is coming
As Im not quite sure myself
The fear of not knowing
Thats enough in itself
The pain grows and I dont know what to do
I sit in the corner and think of the shame
That you left me thinking
About all those times
That I was never wanted to begin with
Maybe just a toy
I felt so used
What happened to that happy feeling
I dont know what to do
Other than
Watch the happy people walk by
Hand in hand
As I start to cry
I can totally feel this- it almost seems as though you've been in my head recently and experiencing something I've been going through- amazingly moving! Well written!
i dont know if i ever said
i dont know if i ever said this back then but thank you :)