Sergio 4; I Can't Win

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I'm so tired of loving him, I swear this much is true.

I'm just so sad from loving him, I don't know what to do.

I see him everywhere I go, the one that I run to.

I'm just so tired of loving him, I don't know what to do.

But if I reframe form loving him,will I be a have not?

But if I remain by his side, how much gain have I got?

I don't think he knows how much he hurts me,sometimes I don't even think he cares, but still I can't imagine living,if i didn't have him there.

I've run out of tears to cry, I'm tired of asking or wondering why?

Will he call?

Does he care at all?

Or who's that girl?

Or why in the world is he avoiding my glance?

But still Ican't take a stance, for me.

I feel like I'm sinking when  look into his eyes.

And when he says he loves me I'm truly surprised.

I'm just so tired of loving him,I don't know what to do.

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girl..this poem..my gawwdd..every word, feel like I couldve written it myself.It helps to know that there is someone else out there who relates or can relate to what I'm goin thru.. the frustration of the situation..girl i feel u..and i hope to someday soon have the strength to walk away...much lv, JADA