poem_125_He_Doesnt_Know

Today I let him in on how I feel

And apparently he had no clue

Which I find kind of odd

'Cause I thought I gave him a clear view



But know he knows

And I feel better in a way

I don't understand why

With this different display



Still he doesn't know

About the other thoughts

During the first time we spoke

And there have been lots



There was the time

I first masturbated

To the thought

Of if we dated



And the following

To his sex drive

Another involving his eloquence

And another I did contrive

A thought of us hot and intense



On a less intense note

I've thought of us dating

And being together a long time

Instead of me sitting around waiting



Also with us in a band together

As we listen to the fans scream

Me by his side being his pride

Carrying out his dream



I've never been so forward

At least not to my recollection

And to get a positive reaction

Gave this really good affection



I don't know if it's just me

But now that I told him about this

He seems to be a little more open

Of his feelings and really being Chris



I like this new pronounced him

A lot more than the one before

It's helped take me out of this state

That I seem to be tore



Weird though, I'm happy he knows

Cause now I can't wait to see

What could possibly unfold

Through this cluttered debris





Inspired by: / Dedicated to: Chris Bibbs

Created on: May 27, 2006 ? 07:21

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This one is great. I loved how it ended.