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why do i care so much?
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Distressing i am so fucked up for caring
i care too much im insecure im a bitch
i talk too much i ask too much
i want too much
why cant i just be one of those girls that dont care?
why do i set my self up for despair
i hate that i let myself do this to you
i hate that i question and push you to do the things that you do
i fucked it up i always do
what comes around goes around all so fucking true
im losing you im lost in finding the truth
i hate that i care sometimes
i wish i could just make it pass my mind
the thoughts of fear go by and by
i fuck up whats good and then make myself blind
i'm sorry for expecting too much
i hate that i push you away by my words
i feel out of reality by your touch
i thought i was for you but i have no such luck
i always fuck up what is good in my life
i fucking hate that i care sometimes
i think that i used to care as much as you do now. i used to give a shit about everything, and it made me as wound up as a stomach with too much dairy in it. its not always a bad thing to care, but sometimes its taken to extremes. brains are fucked up like that. seems like theyre in control instead of you. but, everyone has to deal with their own issues and own thoughts. no one else can fix it, and no drug can erase it. i suppose its better to care than not... but who knows.