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push back the tears that I keep hiding from myself

crying is for emotional whiny bitches

I stay in self-denial about who I am

too many insecurites and doubts about myself

push away another goal that I used to have

lost and trapped from ambition

When I get to points of satisfaction with myself

someone's words shatter everything

I put too much on other people

They can't feel it

Nice words are spoken

I deny them as they are fake and everyone in this whole fucking world lies just because i'm an emotional, whiny, insecure bitch

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I wrote this when I was pissed off about something. Don't really remember why. Sometimes I care too much of what others think and I get insecure therefore not believing others. Sometimes I feel trapped because I have so many things I want to persue but I know realistically I will set them out eventually

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©20 November 2003 - 4:20am — gwennalockafer
15 June 2006 - 8:46pm — Melissa Qualkenbush (not verified)
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i like this one especially the title cause insecurities definetely do suck.

20 November 2003 - 4:29am — Matt Handlos (not verified)
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it doesnt really matter how much trust or faith you build in a person, because you can spend years doing that and then throw it all away based on one incedent or someone elses fuck ups. nice