SHIT

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Emotional Issues

my story never ends, this shame of nothingness

and hiding away as my mind continues its journey

of thoughts that i can't even understand

so i relax, and that doesn't last long

it's just taken away like nothing, now fucking history

so i scream, because i'm caught, i'm left dryed out

and stomped about and i wander to this non-stop road

of agony. dreading the day, i stay away, no i can't blame

those who fucking stand in my way

to stop me from this, to leave me alone

it's not my choice, i can't stand here and say nothing

although my thoughts, my feelings, and my words

are replenished into lifeless, useless, objects

and thats what i am, thats what i've always fucking been

i'm the fucking toy that is defective, the one you throw

at the wall, the one you fucking stomp on again and again

the one that is nothing but just a piece of fucking shit.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

thoughts that i used to think a lot while being alone sittin in the dark, just off the top of my head.

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Leslie Allred's picture

i would also like to use this one in my band as well as the tainted love one. please get back to me on.email me. thanx

Nicole A.'s picture

Its so odd. How humans so often feel this way. Inferior to our own race. Yes,inferior we are.....but not to others likes us. We're only a tiny little spec in the universe... We should unite in the knowledge of that...not try to make others feel this way...
Well...I like your style

Marissa Delgado's picture

very honest.... sadly i relate to this too much... good job

Erik's picture

This is totally about anger and rage. How retaliation comes out and the question of "why?" always is going through my head. Nothingness is only feeling loneliness. Nothing in the attics of the empty chest.