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Don't let go
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Confusing thoughts Oh how I love the pressure of feeling so stupid
I feel I try but when things are pointed out it seems I don't
Things are drastically different in my life
it's always changing yet it feels like it's always the same old shit
"whatever" I must tell myself before I dig myself further down the hole of hell
I don't really know how I feel anymore.
I try to see things from your point
and it turns me into a narrow-minded whore
I only hear what I want to hear
your words are taken seriously because I dont understand humor
one word can change my whole mindset of what should or shouldnt be
I know I cant be alone without you i need you for eternity
I know if you ever let go of me I wont be able to hold on to anything
The fear of this seems to be the root to why I doubt things the uncertainty
Pain through life can be handled
love struggles can be conquered
my feelings can get out of control
my head seems to just not let go
I cant ever be here without you all alone
please stand with me and i will always know that you are inside me
you've healed my soul
"it's always changing yet it feels like it's always the same old shit"
its funny how everything seems like its moving around and changing, maybe for better or worse, but usually just ends up back where it began, teasing of something better or worse...
"please stand with me and i will always know that you are inside me"
seems like a poem of self reflection and kinda wraps it all up in the last two sentences or phrases. like an understanding of what and who you are, but the somemwhat codependency and needing of some other person to make you feel complete.
beautifully done. very well written. another reminder of why i love you so much.