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Suicide..
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old shit Daddy, At school today
The kids pointed and laughed
They made fun of me, daddy
The way I wore my hair, the clothes I wear...
I simply asked them to stop, daddy
Begged, pleaded and cried
Instead it only made them laugh more, daddy
It was ripping me apart inside...
In science I tried to answer a question, daddy
I only got it wrong
They told me I was stupid
told me I was dumb...
Daddy, why is this happening to me?
Am I bad?
Why am I treated this way, daddy?
Why am I always sad?...
Can't they understand,
that I have feelings too?
Why do they abuse me, daddy
Why is it so cool?...
Can't take it anymore, daddy
This has gone on way to long
Treated like I'm different, daddy
Tell me I don't belong..
Daddy, the pills are in my grasp
Will this even work?
Hope I'll die quickly, daddy
Hope it doesn't hurt...
Please don't feel guilty
Tell mommy it's not her fault
Tell my big brother, daddy
that I love him alot...
Sorry, but I must go now, daddy
I've swallowed all the pills
Starting to get dizzy, daddy
Starting to get ill..
Daddy, will you pray for me?
Pray the angels will come for me
Please ask god a favor, daddy
So with him, I can stay..
I'll miss you lots
Mommy and brother too
Only want ya'll to know, daddy
I'm sorry and love you....
i love this poem its awesome, keep it up
I wondered if this was real. Though its different as the 'daddy' echos right through the whole poem forcing us to see through your eyes...that added a certain vibes to this poem and i wondered if it was real. Did it actually happen? I've been to that point, but recognizing someone who do care is more than enough reason to face another day and from reading this I would say that u seem to have a good relationship with ur parents.