Do I Have to?

Do I have to bleed for you to care

Stick the blade in deeper, I still doubt you'd be there

Crimson tears pour from these veins

Just like the rain pours on a cold, autumn day



Do I have to scream for you to hear me

I speak loud and clearly as I can but still my words seem to go  unheard

I have tried so hard to make you see

but still I am invisible, it is like I never said a word



Do I have to die to deserve their love

It feels like it would take a funeral for them to see that I was there

How am I supposed to believe in a god, or even in the heavens above

When day by day I fade away without a care



Do I have to do this anymore

Live this life that I don't see what it is all for

Do I have to suffer another day

When I could just as easily fade away

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