This Sick Forever

The Pain in me, you would never see

Every ounce of me wanting to flee

The darkness will not subside

So I scar myself on the outer flesh just like

it is scarred on the inside



I never wanted to fall into this life

Consumed by the love of the sharpest knife

If only there was another way to release the pain

Maybe I would still be sane



but I know it is too late for that now

because I have become addicted

and now I cannot stop the bleeding

Heaven only knows how many times I have tried



Have I been this sick forever

I am trying to convince myself

That I once was better

I wonder if I will ever feel okay,

Will I ever be okay?

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