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I am so afraid to feel

Afraid that if I do I will never heal

I keep waiting for things to get better

but if I don't feel, I can't find a cure



Once love bled in my hands

but now they are frozen where I stand

I cannot find even a tiny piece of hope

and I am not sure how I am supposed to cope



I wished on shooting stars and risked it all on luck

but never did I find I was okay, I never was struck

Time went by slowly and still I could not feel

I only found I felt anything when I swallowed the pill



Everyone I ever cared for has gone far away

they never stayed longer than a few days

what makes them all leave

the truth in the fact that I don't believe



I am so afraid to feel

because the pain could really kill

I don't want to feel because it could really hurt

Then what would that be worth