Terrified

What terrifies me most is when you talk of dying

That is the most when I feel like crying

Don't expect me to pour my heart and soul

If leaving in some way is the only goal



It scares me that you need me as much as you say you do

The smallest tear would break my heart in two

I have already fallen, it is too late

No time to turn back, we can only go straight



It frightens me that I gave my heart out to you so fast

When th ere are so many memories tormenting my past

It is hard to continue when love hurts so bad

and I don't want you to see me so down and so sad



and it terrifies me that I love you

when I am not sure what the word means

I am no good at commitment

Love never lasts even in my dreams

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January 19 2008

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