Not Today

Tear me apart, like you do so well

You will hurt me bad, I can tell

Broken in a million different pieces, they do not go away

You will never love me, not even for one day



Confront my best friend the knife

The only one that will save my life

Cannot handle the pressure or the voices in my head

No matter the outcome, I wish that I were dead



Silent pain that no one can hear

Inside torn asunder, I am so unaware

Beautifully tragic, I am coming undone

Has anyone not seen what I have become



There is only so much pain that I can take

Where does it all end, for heavens sake

Tear open the wound, I want to watch it bleed

Let myself believe that it is what I need



Walk away now, I cannot love you

Not even if you think I must

I want you to leave now

I have no heart for trust



You will tear me apart, like you always do

I said goodbye for a reason, and that is what you put me through

There is no reason for you to stay

I cannot love you, not here, not today


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Jan 23_o8

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