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Still Breathing:::



Broken down inside

Tired of all the lies

I still wish that I had died

There is so much in life to despise



Another scar to add to me

Maybe I would be so hurt, if only you could see

Not sure of where I am heading

Lost under the shadows of this lie that I am leading



Hold back the tears, hide the pain

I try to pretend that I am okay

I hope to forget that you were the best person I had ever met

But how can I when there is so much regret



I try to find a new reason to go on

But I still feel its best for me to be gone

No one wants to be in my life

Once they find my best friend is a knife



Cannot handle myself

Maybe I do need help

But get out of my way, I am not going to seek it tonight

I am just going to pretend that everything is alright



It is better to feel pain than to be numb

Tell me I am not the only one

You feed me lies, I give them back

You will lose the game because I make up for all the things you lack



There are scars on my heart

Tears in the creases where love tore it apart

Do you wonder why I am still alive

To be honeset, I dont know how I survive



Stuck in a hell never-ending

Waiting for my doom that is impending

I am in a nightmare although I am awake

Help me to escape, at least for my sake



The chemicals react inside my head

They make me wish that I was dead

But here I am still breathing

Another moment I wished I was bleeding