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So afraid to get too close

Even though I am the girl you chose

You love me exactly the way that I am

But still I am so uncomfortable in my own skin



Afraid that once you see what is hidden under all my baggy clothes that you would leave

You say that you love me no matter what and I try to believe

But my scars, they are all over

I wonder would you still want to be my lover



I feel like the luckiest girl in the world to be the one you fell in love with

I feel so honoured to get to spend the rest of my life with you

But still I fear you will end up leaving me because I am not a pretty girl

But I would do anything to give you my whole world



I have been selfish, I have been fake

But I have been trying for your sake

I lived in a depression that I just couldnt shake

Trying to save my life yet towards the knife I run towards every time my heart seems to break



Does it break from loves losses..?

No, I have found a love that is true and that will alway stay

But still it breaks inside..and I am tired of not knowing the reason why

So many nights I awake at midnite and into my pillow I cry...