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February 2007

I am sitting on the sidelines

Afraid to be seen

Don't want to be treated badly

People can be so mean



I am very insecure,

so I continue to hide

I don't want to hurt anymore,

Feels like a part of me has died



Tired of hurting everybody around me

Tired of feeling like such a mistake

Crying myself to sleep everynight

There is nothing more I can take



I just wnat to make those I love proud

Sick of sadness being the only thing found

Want to break free from the shackles of this shell

Want to get away from my own private hell



Misery consumes me, am I only in this for doom

Can I escape from hiding in my room

Want to be loved, I want to live

But how much more pain am I able to give...?



Scared to death of something unknown

Even though your love for me has only grown

Need to get out of here, need to find a new home

I just don't ever again want to be all alone


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