Can't Hold On

Folder: 
December 2006

Tears run down

My fevered cheeks

Red and swollen eyes

Yet I can't stop from crying

Wondering why I feel so much pain

Seems I would be no stranger to the rain

But on nights like this,

The rain is cold and lonely

Not comforting like usual

Running away from the painful scene

The yelling and fighting, will it ever stop

I know it is all my fault, I ruin lives

I cause everyone around me to fall apart

So I run to my sacred corner

With my best friends,

The razor blades and knives

and cut myself once again

To release myself from what I have done to everyone else

At least for a little while

Will it ever get better

That is doubtful

It never does, it only gets worse as time rolls on

Day by day I am a bit more gone

Is the end near

I can't hold on much longer I fear

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