Proud

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November 2006

You said it,

You said that of me you are proud

That I have come so far this year

Finally got my lazy life in order

Finally figured it all out

But if you could only see

I am still the same old me

Making all the same stupid mistakes

Failing in every part of my life

Can't walk away from the knife

Addicted to pain

And people thinking that I am insane

There is so much that I regret

Things I wish I could forget

Things I wish I hadnt done

Or words that I wish have gone unsaid

The only thing to be proud of

Is that I have survived through the struggle thus far

and that is not really an accomplishment at all,

At least, not to you

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