Prove It's Real

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September 2006

I wish the time would go by faster

Here I sit waiting for disaster

A few more months till I am with my master

Till I am truly home with the one I love

I wish the days would sail be quicker

I wish more time would pass me by

I keep on wishing it were December

So to this misery I could say goodbye

Tainted and tattered fall my tears

Shaking cold to the bone through all of my fears

Wondering if in the end

Will you still love me

I wonder constantly what it is that you see

When you look into my eyes

Do you see the disguise that I hide behind

Do you see all the tears that I have let fall

Do you see my strength

from the times I could have given up

But kept holding on

Do you see all the self inflicted scars

From all the nights I almost took the pain too far

I wonder what it is that you see

I am nothing great

I am not that special

Yet you tell me that I am your only

I want to be there with you

Not only to be held in your arms

But to be proved that all of this is real

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