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Choking on regret

Caught off guard by words that were said

Can't hide the pain inside of me

The truth is I would rather be dead



Suffocating under all the lies

Nights spent alone with all the million tears I cried

Feeling so completely numb

To all the pain I would constantly have to succumb



Drowning in my depression that is so deep

Can't fight the secrets that I try to keep

Trying to resurface but I cant let them come alive

I know if they did I would not be able to survive



Lost under the shadows of the steeple

Where I sometimes went to pray

Before the time I lost my faith

And all of my hope just walked away



I could not kneel down and talk to god anymore

Not when I have been more angry than ever before

It hurt so much that final time to say those words

Only to find out later that I would still get hurt



Prayed so long for an angel to be sent my way

To guide me through the darkness and to help me be okay

Never thought that angel would find its way to me

But if you look, you would see him there, and that I finally believe