I can't stand being me

Feels Like I am dying inside

Feels Like I am in this all by myself

And Theres no where to run

or nowhere to hide

Feels like somehow I made a big mistake

How can a heart so young go through so much heartbreak

My heart is hurting I cannot hide the truth

Tears keep on pouring

And I don't know what to do.

Ever since you went away

I have been fading a bit more each day

Each day it hurts a bit more

I no longer know what I am fighting for

No reason since you have gone away

You promised to never leave, to always stay

I miss that feeling That I had when we were together

It felt right, it felt almost perfect..

and now it feels that theres a big hole in my heart

like theres something missing...

Honestly I don't know how much more I can take

I wonder if I died tonite would anyone care

If I were to end my life would anyone be there

I see no reason why anyone should

I am nothing special, nothing worth any good

Can't look in the mirror

Can't face myself

Cant help but hate who I have become

All these words are not enough

they do not stress to the very extent

the pain that I feel

Selfish as it may be

I can't stand being me

I hurt myself before you get a chance

I just wish for once someone could see...

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